we're not getting any younger.

here i go again.

i have to repeat it. we're not getting any younger. no matter how i view everything.. everything has changed. i was left alone in our house. my brother went to work, mom on duty, and my sis will be home late. i logged in at YM.. aimee was online too. oh. thank god. i dunno how to remove the boredom in my mind. we talked about our outing.. well, we have to have one while jeimi is here. she'd be here until thursday. i dunno why but i felt old. haha.. coz aside from the outing, we talked about guys too. what i mean is, even our topics has changed. we used to talk about crushes.. calculus.. and stuff.. but now.. we're talkin' bout love! haha.. we're talkin' bout college! no matter how we wanted to stop time.. of course, it can't be stopped.. we at least wanted to stay for one more year in highschool. i dunno if it's just me.. or we all felt it.. it's as if time passed by so fast.. as in so fast! it's like.. one day we're on our retreat then the next will be our grad day. whooh.. highschool.. i haven't started college yet.. but then i totally miss atheneum already.. well maybe not atheneum.. but the friends.. classmates.. teachers.. even the other employees! urgh. i regret that io did not make the most out of my stay there. i was so shy.. and perhaps afraid of anythin'.. like bein' in front of a crowd.. etc. but i guess.. i really enjoyed evrything.. it's just that.. all came too fast.. and all was gone as quick as it came.

whoa.